Sunday, July 24

betraying Mr Love

Semuanya berlaku Selasa lepas.
I went out with ze friends.
Chin introduced me to a friend of his.
We sat. We talked for hours.
From the first time I put my eyes on him,
I felt different.
My heart went beating faster.
Fuh.. berdebar.
Rasa curang pulak.
Tapi takpela. Bukan selalu.
I can barely look at anyone else but him.
I kept on smiling.
Like some insane and lost girl on a deserted island.
After hours of talking,
he had to go.
He waved me goodbye and off he went.

From that moment, 
I just knew I must have been in love
It was almost dawn 
when Izzah told me about the second outing.
"This is the time". I said to myself.
The day after. I came to his place.
He was doing that thing he always do.
I sat right beside him.
To my own surprise, 
he didn't move a meter.
I am sure he doesn't want to leave me.
I just can't help it.
My mind told me to just give him a hug.
But my heart refused.

and that was the biggest mistake 
I could have done in my life.
No matter how much you love me,
I am still someone's else 
and we can never go far
with long distance relationship.
Forgive me for that,
FERNANDO TORRES :'(


you will always have me 
as your fan
but never as your 
girlfriend.
Im sorry :(