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I'm all numb right now. been sleeping all day. waiting for tomorrow to come. and i'll be doing the same thing tomorrow.. waiting for the next day to arrive. Im just helpless, useless. this is just hard for me. TOO hard.

im sorry that I hurt you so much. but whatever pain that youre feeling now, or how hurt it is, trust me, Im the one whos having the real pain. much much much terrible than yours. imy